I don't see the point in living any longer. It's like a hivemind has taken over this world
Upon finding it today and reading through the first few pages of the main forum, I figured this website would be a decent place to express this sentiment.
I'm at a point, or rather past the point, where I no longer feel "bound" to anything in this world and I don't see any reason to be in this world any longer.
What the majority of people claim to be "life" or "living", doesn't seem to be that- at all.
I'm tired of being surrounded by people so entrenched in polarized politicized societal narratives and engineering, that they exude it through their behaviors and speech to a palpable degree. It feels as though I am surrounded by "A.I" at this point. It feels as though there's some sort of hivemind that I'm operating outside of, yet the majority are operating as its subordinates.
Over the past few years I've noticed just how unaware the majority of the population is, in regards to their levels of self-awareness and spatial-awareness. The electoral fervor that is still pulsing through the world at large is especially indicative of this on multiple levels.
I'm not quite sure about what to do with the talents I do have or the remainder of time I have left to live.
What's worse in a way, is that I have no one to confide in about such matters- everyone around me is very much a part of "the hive".